With anticipation and hope
Watching from the side line
It’s only thinking creating
A different outcome each time
What is my heart’s desire?
What do I really want?
Does it help to rewrite
In a totally new font?
There are no rights or wrongs
That is so plain to see
Where is the clarity of reason?
The real purpose of me?
So much time has been wasted
On just doing and re-doing
Without a satisfying outcome
It is with love, I need wooing
My ideals and my design
Becoming clear in my heart
Who are the movers and shakers?
To share my new start?
Stepping off the start line
No longer scared, win or lose
Knowing there’s only this moment
No fixed direction to choose